daybreak .....

noises...disgusting chirpy ones...... so "not in tune".........with the silence of course.......

a faint light......arriving wen its unwanted....hastily barred by a swift pull of the curtains...

trying ....trying hard.....

for them its a moment of beginning life ,however..
for me its a moment of beginning slumber...

they usher in the sun
while i "put out the light"

theirs is the enthusiasm of a "start"
mine is the contented sigh before a "rest"

yet....i wonder is it all so different?
or,is it just an ego trying to vent?
to create differences where there are none
attitudes vary yet the moment is one..

daybreak........

everything is so like it
everything is so disgustingly "in-between"

for individuals nothing is the same..
there's always a distinction between
a "me" and a "them"..

yet at moments of extreme clarity...
the only logic that exists is that of
an universal similarity...

of thoughts and actions and feelings that...
words can't contain..
similar??? different ???
can't explain.



noises still......confusion....of a potentially busy day...

eyes shut....unwanted floating images...

images of an "i" scoffing at and having fun
with the same person..
at different moments..

images of an "i"
talking silly and feeling profound ...at the same moment..

recognizing the need to achieve
seeing the goal engulfed
in a mist of indecision,pessimism and lethargy.......

...........all to be overcome......one day...at another daybreak........

as of now.....noises fade....they dont disappear...nothing does.... sigh..

i reach out....to that cherished land of ....sleep.